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God’s unwavering love for me, even me

Leong Ming Fang

Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Leong Ming Fang. I am a former student of Trinity Learning Care at Trinity Methodist Church, Kuching and used to be a volunteer teacher to guide the juniors. Currently, I am 23 years old and have just completed my Bachelor's degree in Human Resource Development last July.

My sharing will focus on two aspects: health and finances and how these factors have posed challenges to me as a student. For your information, I come from a poor family. Growing up with parents who often argued with each other and having strained relationships with my siblings, I was forced to mature and become independent, without relying on them. I'm sure most of us might be in a similar situation, where we have to grow and learn to be self-reliant amidst difficult circumstances. The struggles I faced at school couldn't be shared, and I kept them to myself. However, I'm always grateful because God has blessed me with amazing classmates. They were a ray of light in the midst of the darkness I felt. They are not just classmates; they are a family that provides genuine support and friendship. Through them, I was introduced to the Trinity Methodist Church. For me, this church is not just a place of worship; it's where I found growth and love.

HEALTH:

At the end of 2015, I was diagnosed with a type of blood cancer known as Hodgkin Lymphoma. Feelings of sadness, fear, frustration, and denial arose because I had never imagined having to spend my studies in pain. In 2016, I had to undergo chemotherapy treatment, and the most heartbreaking thing was that the treatment began on my birthday🥺. Chemotherapy treatment was extremely painful. The pain made me feel desperate to live, and I cried to God, questioning Him why I had to endure such suffering and how I would face it. Then a thought crossed my mind: I couldn't lose hope in fighting this disease because many were willing to lend a hand to help me. Why should I complain when God had sent His people to love and assist me while I was in pain? Shouldn't I be grateful? Thus, I resolved to persevere and continue my battle against cancer.

I underwent treatment once every two weeks. One week was dedicated to regaining my strength after treatment, and the other week was spent studying at school. I had to hide the embarrassment of being bald by covering my bald head in school. Undoubtedly, I faced unpleasant reactions from both fellow students and teachers. However, that shouldn't have been a reason to quit school. As noted in John 16:33, “The world will make you suffer. But be brave! I have defeated the world!” This verse emphasizes that "Though our lives may be filled with challenges and difficulties, the presence and victory of Jesus provide hope and strength for believers."

FINANCIAL STRUGGLE:

As I mentioned earlier, I come from a poor family. School expenses were often insufficient, and I even had to contribute to buying kitchen essentials at home using the savings from part-time jobs that I undertook during school breaks. Due to the challenging financial situation, I began to doubt my ability to pursue further education after completing my SPM.

However, with the encouragement and support from church members and my former school teachers, I felt a calling to persist. I chose to trust in God's plan and accepted the offer of financial assistance from the church. I was determined to reciprocate this kindness by committing myself to becoming a volunteer teacher to assist children at the TLC. Through God's grace, I managed to achieve excellent results in my STPM examinations.

Church members also urged me to pursue a university education with the hope that I could enhance my future quality of life. The goal was for me to break free from the cycle of poverty and also be in a position to help those in need. I believed in God's plan to guide my life journey. The university learning experience has provided me with valuable lessons, including a better understanding of the working world, honing leadership skills, and reflecting on areas within myself that need improvement.

CONCLUSION:

Each part of my life journey, from the time I was diagnosed with cancer till now, has been accompanied by God’s unwavering love. God has blessed me with people who care and made me realize that I am not alone. God is always by my side. Matthew 6:33 says, “Instead, be concerned above everything else with the Kingdom of God and with what he requires of you, and he will provide you with all these other things.” This verse promises us that by prioritizing our relationship with God and living in His righteousness, we can face any challenge because God will provide a way out and meet our needs. We may encounter difficulties or feelings of frustration in life, but we must remind ourselves that God has a broader perspective and knows what is best for us.

Trust in His plan, for behind every trial, there is unforeseen wisdom gain and goodness experienced. The experiences I have undergone, it has made me stronger. After getting to know and grow in the

love of God, my family relationships have improved, and I am incredibly grateful that we can now spend time together. Look at how beautiful the power of God is. To all of you who have been given the opportunity to study at TLC, make the most of this chance with the hope of improving your life circumstances and shaping your personality. Don't waste the opportunities bestowed upon you by God. Believe that in the future, when you have grown up, life's challenges will become even more demanding. Now is the precious time to absorb knowledge, develop skills, and lay a strong foundation for your future. Always remember that every effort you put in now will have a positive impact on the journey of life that you will undertake.

I hope that this sharing can inspire all of you, both in your studies and in your future. Thank you.

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